Dissociative Identity Disorder

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Dissociative Identity Disorder 2018-06-28T15:55:16+00:00

Like a double waterfall splits, survivors of childhood abuse often create alters to carry out tasks during their life, known as Dissociative Identity Disorder.
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Is This You?

You’re a young child sleeping soundly in your bed. Suddenly, your room is filled with people in dark clothes and masked faces.  You recognize the small hand sporting short fingers that hastens you into shoes. You feel a thick, three band diamond ring that will sparkle when the sun hits it. But familiarity doesn’t bring peace. You are rushed into the family car as  the pitch blackness envelops you like a cloak. No one speaks during the drive over dirt and graveled roads marked with potholes every few feet. If your emotions threaten to take hold, you think only of the ‘flipping of a light switch’, then once again you will feel nothing. As you near your destination,  you prepare for unspeakable acts that will take place.

What is Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)?

Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) is explained extensively in my article, Friends Are a Dime a Dozen. Further to our scenario,

When placed in highly traumatic situations such as RA (Ritual Abuse) or MK (Mind Control), they (children) can do a phenomenal piece of mind work that allows them not to be present while being abused. In simplicity, it’s a child’s dream come true.
“If I don’t like vegetables, then I won’t eat them. If I don’t want to wash my hands before dinner, then I won’t. If I don’t want to go to bed when I’m told to, then I won’t. If someone is doing something to my body that feels yucky, then I will go away.” Here it stops being a dream and becomes a life long struggle to find oneself, picking up the pieces of a very scattered mind. If this sounds too superficial, it’s not, because the body of that child is eating her vegetables, washing her hands before dinner, and going to bed when she is told to.
The mind is very actively creating other inside people to do each of these tasks. As the child grows, this splitting of her mind will intensify as more and more splits are required to cope with age appropriate life and continued abuse. All the while, the inner world of alters reside in one physical body, a concept most find too complicated to understand.

Medical Diagnosis for DID

The medical diagnosis for Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) can be found here on my website. The DSM (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders) recognized Multiple Personality Disorder (The DSM-IV reclassified Multiple Personality Disorder as Dissociative Identity Disorder in 1994) as a medical condition in their third edition.

Early age trauma from a trusted adult is one of the more prevalent causes of DID I’ve seen in the research during the past twenty-seven years.

Multiplicity, to me, is the most logical reaction to child abuse and yet, I have experienced more misunderstanding and misdirection than anything else I have ever encountered.

TV and DID

So, where do these misconceptions come from? How many times has Criminal Minds, a popular TV cop show, portrayed the psychopathic serial killer as dissociative? Unless DID’s a documentary,  our dissociative disorder is repeatedly shown as negative influence on society.  A psychopath who needs to be locked away is the common plot line.

Last year, a writer friend I met the previous year visited as one of our impromptu get-togethers. She’d been in my home countless times for tea and we seemed to have a lot in common. On this day, I told her I was multiple. I saw the shift immediately. Her shoulders stiffened, she sat a little straighter and the hand holding her cup went back to her lap. She told me she knew about multiplicity from a lady she had met once who told my friend she’d attacked staff during a hospital admission. My friend asked me if I would be violent towards her! I countered with “Is your knowledge going to change our friendship?” She said she hoped not. She has not stepped foot in my home since.

Fear of DID

Dissociative Identity Disorder is misguided from human fear. Multiplicity is a strange phenomenon! It’s true! More than one person residing in one body? More than one person controlling what a person says and does? You look female, but, you have male personalities who go in the men’s room and then are confused over the lack of male parts. It is unbelievable and scary because it’s outside of the norm. What society sees as different usually takes a long time to be accepted, if ever, as we have seen with mental illness in general.

We all know the fear when we discovered our DID. And in time, the acceptance. All we can hope for along the way is for our support people to have our backs and stand with us until they understand.

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